I turned a corner somewhere... I don't know when or how... but I'm finding myself in a place with the Lord that I haven't been in years. A place for which I have so desperately yearned. A place where it's just me and Him, dealing with my life and my pain and my fears. A place where I find blissful freedom in sacrificing to Him. A place where I actually trust Him. And love Him. And am friends with Him.

Don't leave me Jesus... I've missed you so very much. And I will take on more and more pain if it means that it will keep me this close to you.